wow

so it's been well over a year since i've jumped on this thing. well.. i'm back. i guess many things have changed in the past year. some things didn't go in my favor, but for the most part, lots of good changes. i'm busy doing my weekly nursing care plan right now so i don't have the time to write much but i'll be sure to blog more frequently. oh and possibly considering changing my blogger url? we'll see.

getting off my chest

you only have yourself to get through it.
not him. not her. not them. not anybody.
thanks for nothing.
i am who i am because of me. not you.

eff you see kay why owe you

i don't know why.. or maybe i just don't care to explain.



but i fucking hate the world right now.

9 weeks to go..

im back!!!

i know its been a while. i guess you can say i was busy.. or maybe i was just too lazy to do this whole blog thing.

school.. school.. SCHOOL!! it's the one thing on my mind all the time now. i've got a handful with 19 units including lab and some extracurricular stuff. so needless to say, im busy as shit right now. doing readings for 5 classes is the hardest part. trying to stay focused when you know you could be doing other things more entertaining than digging your face into some book. oh well, i know it'll pay off come exam time. im not slipping into the mistakes i made the first two years of college. never again!


p.s. hopefully i blog sooner than later next time around.

damn..

you're super awesome. that's why i have this blog named after you. bitch.

the first in a while

so i haven't been posting blogs on this in forever. i think its due to the fact that i've been trying to keep myself busy with life and away from things such as myspace, facebook, and AIM.

well.. here i am again. haha. i guess you can say that it kinda feels good to be blogging again.

i've got plenty running through my head right now and to put it all on this blog would be ridiculous. so i think im gonna let it all sit and then blog about the things that continue to circle my mind.

efff yeah

today turned out to be a pretty good day...


first off, i'd like to say happy birthday to juan and matt. congratulations on getting older you two. haha.


so today i took care of several errands to relieve some of the stress that i would've been having for the rest of the week. unfortunately, babysitting was cancelled (i needed the money!!). i applied for a clerical job today and its pretty close to my house... so keep your fingers crossed you guys. this job could turn my summer around and make a good summer a great summer. i don't know about you but extra money is always a good thing. haha.

i also got to hangout with my old friend from high school today... some of you might know him as black mike. hahaha. we caught up on life, played a little ball.. we pretty much just kept it hood. lol jk. black mike was talking about moving out into the hood (east LA).
this had me thinking. i realize that 99.9% of my friends live at least 25 miles away from me. black mike is pretty much the only person that was within a 5 minute driving distance from my house. with him moving away, i'd have to drive really far to see any of my friends. i guess its not an issue anymore considering i've been so used to driving far to hangout with my friends. seriously, my friends and family are fucking amazing and it is totally worth driving any distance with kick it with all of you. thinking of this then had me think of something else.. do you ever wonder who your friends will be 5, 10, and maybe 50 years from now? i guess its too soon to tell, but i definitely have a couple of people in my life that i would love to see there forever. you guys probably don't even know who you are considering i have never told any of you. i think its safe to say that if you are within my close few, then im probably wanting to have you there for as long as possible. great friendships never die and i can never take them for granted. for the select few that i hope are still my friends 50 years from now.. thanks for being there for me now and when its counted =]
no homo.


well back to my day.. a few minutes ago, i found an old ucla jersey that i had in middle school that i lost because my sister borrowed it and never returned it. my mom had it in a box that she was getting ready to get rid of and luckily i saw it as it was making its way out the door. fuck yeah!! don't you love it when you lose something and find it a long time after and you feel like its new again? in this case it was 8 years, but better late than never right?! haha. besides it was like 3 sizes too big for me back then and now it fits me just right. i love it.





p.s. this has been my first post in a while. i hope to blog more often. stay tuned and i guess we'll see..